A daylong kayak trip turns into a personal journey, showing how time and water can carve fresh paths

By Barbara Rodriguez
So it was that we set out, smack-dab in the middle of the
best month to say a seasonal goodbye to the Brazos—only to discover it had
already left without us. We had been warned—my brother, son, and I—that because
engineers would soon stop releasing water into the Brazos from the Possum Kingdom
reservoir, the Brazos would not be navigable again until spring. We crossed our
fingers and planned a kayak- ing trip for October 16, 2011. A gully-washer of a
rainstorm two days before made me think we might be in for an easy ride. What I
didn’t know is that the rain would also inspire an early shutting of the dam
gates. The day we headed out, the water was running at less than 100 cubic feet
per second—in other words, a trickle.
But I get ahead of myself. Our goal is modest: to kayak a 10-mile stretch of the Upper
Brazos, putting in where Farm-to-Market Road 4 crosses the river north of Palo
Pinto, and heading roughly south toward Mineral Wells. This slow, flat-water
stretch of river is favored for day trips by greenhorns like me, and is
considered an easy half-day trip with time for fishing by river rats like my
brother, Jem.
The great appeal of this stretch is accessibility and—in
spring and fall—great weather and relative isolation. We pull into Rochelle’s
Canoe Rental beneath the FM 4 bridge just before 9 in the morning. For decades
Rochelle’s has offered boats, shuttle service, snacks, and ice for those wanting
to run the river. As inside skinny and river lore have always been freely
dispensed here, it is no surprise that Graves himself spent time visiting with
the grandfather of current proprietor Buddy Rochelle.
Buddy advises me that to see the sort of stark beauty that
Graves wrote about—dramatic granite cliffs and narrow canyons—we’d need to
extend our trip to 20 miles and camp one night. But we leap on the chance to
jump in for even a short trip.
At the best of times, this stretch of river is a Class 1, flat-water
stream that meanders through and over a wide selection of hamburger-sized
rocks, pea-gravel ridges, and sandbars. Almost always, some portage is to be
expected.
The sun was just beginning to shine warmly, and jays
squawked around us. I had no worries about anything, so joyful was this bright
fall morning. Before we put in, Jem and his nephew, my son Elliott, spend some
time ogling each other’s bait boxes. I note Jem has dead minnows among his
lures. “Seasons the lures, makes ’em nice and smelly. Fish like it,” he says.
My carry-on is more appetizing. I’ve packed a cooler with
prosciutto, baguettes, wedges of cheese, Honeycrisp apples, and frozen
peppermint patties. The only thing missing is a parasol and a volume of
Dickinson. I imagine a few choice hours of birding, sky-gazing, and exchanging
philosophies and memories.
We’re off. Surrounded by rolling hills and meadow expanses,
river willows, hardwoods, and scrub, this is the stretch of river Graves
identifies as passing through “… the fringe of West Texas, where it loops and
coils snakishly from the Possum Kingdom dam down between the rough low
mountains of the Palo Pinto country, into sandy peanut and post oak land, and
through the cedar-dark limestone hills above a new lake called Whitney.”
Elliott and I have never before shared a kayak. We have been
on the river less than 20 minutes when it is clear to me that we have made a
grave error. The two-man kayak, requiring him to coordinate his stroke with
mine, quickly becomes a battleground. The “tone” every mother of a teenager can
recognize lets me know that, unbeknownst to me, Elliott is an expert in
paddling, while I am nothing but ballast. I am asked, not nicely, to stop
paddling.
I do. I am still feeling mellow. The day is fresh. I am
happy to do little more than strike a romantic pose. I do note—while Elliott
splashes me with each stroke and zings many-pronged fishing lures past my
ear—that the water is less than two feet deep. We drift a bit in those first 40
minutes, the boys casting steadily into willow-shaded holes beneath the banks.
We stay close, bump off each other’s boats, and share observations about the
glorious day and skittering birds. But while Jem can tell a funny bartender’s
tale, identify a bird’s call, cast a line, and whip out binoculars all at the
same time, Elliott and I are unable to keep our kayak running parallel to the
bank, let alone fish.
Finally, after one particularly loud zzzzzing of fishing
line, Elliott announces that he is snagged. He hands me his reel, and I
recognize the snarled loops from my own early days of fishing. Elliott picks up
the paddling pace—we are now lagging considerably behind Jem—and I set to work
pulling line. I loft a little prayer to thank my Pop for the years he spent
untangling reels when he could have been fishing himself.
We see the three-mile marker as I hold my breath while
passing through shimmering clouds of gnats. Past a squadron of blue
dragonflies, a chittering red squirrel greets us before dashing up a bank into
a landscape that has been blackened by summer wildfires. Elliott, dismayed that
we have yet to either eat or reach the midpoint of our journey, has developed a
paddling strategy that involves much splashing and teeth set so tight I am
afraid he will break one. A young couple in a canoe passes us at such a fast
glide that Elliott snorts. It is not a warm mother-son moment.
I relax enough to enjoy the slight gilding of the landscape
as light pours from the clouds like God’s own tractor beam. At four miles out,
I begin to paddle, as Elliott grows weary enough to accept some advice about
teamwork. We move close enough to Jem to share his observations about
kingfishers and the neat little dens they build in the high-walled banks.
Large, rounded cliff fragments that have made a slow (or
perhaps crashing) slide to the water’s edge remind me of gray whales. For a bit
we move steadily downriver, happily spotting hawks and identifying raccoon
tracks. As we pass a magnificent beaver lodge, we are suddenly aware that as we
grow increasingly weary, the water is growing increasingly shallow.
Having deftly maneuvered toward the bank to admire some
turkey tracks, Jem is able to arch his back and shift his weight and skim the
shallowest sandbars and bottom ridges, slippery as a fish. Elliott and I,
however, have begun to drag bottom. He insists I stay in the kayak as he tows
me over the first few spots.
Soon we are stuck in so many ways and places that we are
both carrying the boat, again and again. Jem has become a flicker on the
horizon. He uses a paddle to catch the light and flash some sort of signal,
then disappears around a bend.
Jays begin a mocking call I want to believe has nothing to
do with us. Maybe 25 minutes later, we are huffing and puffing again in water
scarcely deep enough to paddle. We make our first stop and dozens of miniscule
frogs splatter the water like raindrops. “Where there’s frogs there’s snakes,”
Jem shouts, cheerfully.
Elliott wants to know if we can stop for lunch. He says he
can’t lift his arms and has a blister. From around a bend we hear Jem’s
exuberant shout. He has reached the five-mile mark, our agreed-upon stopping
place for lunch. If we can just get there from here.
In a furious burst of energy, we catch Jem and follow a
trail of turtle tracks across a sandbar to a good spot for hunkering around the
cooler. “You know the trouble with the halfway point?” Elliott asks. “It’s only
halfway.”
Back on the water, now more like a sluice, the headwind
briefly shifts to a miraculous tailwind. Somewhat restored and resolute,
Elliott and I master our teamwork. For the next three hours we paddle
constantly—except when we are carrying the kayak. There are moments of
excitement involving great blue herons and a last-minute sprint to the finish.
Most of all there is gratitude that my son and I have moved beyond our truce to
collaboration and, finally, to mutual admiration.
The trip took us five hours of hard paddling and eight
portages. That evening we reflect that the river hadn’t let us down, but rather
elevated our sense of our best selves. And after hot showers were taken,
blisters bandaged, and muscles massaged, we are grateful for what lessons there
were to be learned about the passage of both time and water.
Fort Worth-based writer Babs Rodriguez enjoys any activity
that justifies a picnic, unplugs her son, and unites her with her brother for
happy reveries of a childhood spent outdoors. Photographer Steven Loesch’s
favorite way to experience the Brazos is to set out at sunset and paddle under
the full moon. He has paddled the
20-mile stretch starting at Flint Bend nearly 70 times.
From the May 2012 issue.
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